cassidyj88

Daydreamin'

Fri, 23 May 2008 18:41:05 GMT

UPDATE: They often have social events much like we do. Things are going well.

Thu, 22 May 2008 11:09:15 GMT

The one thing I hate the most, is being lied to.
Why do people always seem to think I "can't handle the truth"?

Is it worth it, can you even hear me...

Wed, 21 May 2008 03:24:27 GMT

I have found life here, humans I believe. They seem to walk on two legs, live in a civilized communities, and speak the same language as myself. Lets see if I have taken in anything from my training.

mmm.

Tue, 20 May 2008 01:05:34 GMT

You're all so fake. :)

We can drive far away, we can forget the way back.

Fri, 16 May 2008 12:20:49 GMT

Here we go again.

Mon, 05 May 2008 02:01:16 GMT

I didn't eat yesterday, and today I have once again starved myself.
I hate doing this to myself, but the anxiety is so overwhelming I don't know what to do.
I am afraid of leaving this place and it is really sinking in now.

The Good Life.

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:33:55 GMT

Honestly after tonight i don't think i will ever be the same person.
Who cares if my seats were shitty, I got to spend it with the bff.
Lupe Fiasco, N.E.R.D, and Kanye West, all in the same building.
The sickest stage I have ever seen for all three.
Glow in the Dark Tour.

It's time for anothing brawl, brah!

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 17:23:47 GMT

There is nothing that can replace that feeling.
It is all I have been thinking of for the past few days.

Will...

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 01:26:27 GMT

"The real Slim SHADY please stand up?"

Hey you have a sticker on your hat.

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 17:13:36 GMT

Thanks for having my back.
It's nice to know true friends still exist.

I want to leave so bad, but I am going to miss days like this.

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 00:14:12 GMT

Sister Bear got back into town last night.
Miker got tickets for Converge for us.
Went to sleep.
No work today so i slept in real late.
Wake up to mom calling me to say she misses me.
Call sister.
We spent all day shopping.
Got two pairs of jeans.
New case for the iPhone.
Pei Wei.
Home.
Heading to Mikers now.

Tonight:
Converge, The Red Chord, Genghis Tron.

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 19:43:21 GMT

got my income taxes in finally.
still trying to decide what to blow it on.
started reading "The Catcher in the Rye" again today.
my sister got back in town last night, good thing too, because I was missing her.

I am feeling this.

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 00:58:41 GMT

No matter how many times I do this, it doesn't seem to get any easier.
I am holding in there though. Only 27 more days of hell.
27 more days. I honestly spent all day think about this number.
Reminding myself that it will all be over soon.
I just keep telling myself that the grass is greener there.
Just stick in there Cassidy. You are almost there.

This in no way reflects on the people of Tucson.
I will miss you.

I hope...

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 08:09:36 GMT

that no one forgets me on Thursday nights when i am gone.
I really missed my little friend tonight.
You know who you are.
Don't let this happen again k?

Gemini

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 20:55:40 GMT

I hate these mood swings, and i hate the fact that i am contantsly surrounded by debby downers.

Mission Accomplished

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 18:57:03 GMT

Last night i was told that i am, "a lot more outgoing then back in high school"
I am happy that someone has finally noticed the improvements i have made in getting over this social anxiety.

p.s. Thank you

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 02:49:56 GMT

i am pumped on life.

p.s. 35 more days!!!

this is love.

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 19:27:13 GMT

em.

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 19:27:51 GMT

You have all of my attention.

p.s. FUCK YOU

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:34:15 GMT

I would like to dedicate this song to my "best friend."
His name is Samuel Aaron, most know him as "Sammers"

Back in school they never taught us
what we needed to know
Like how to deal with despair
of someone breakin your heart
For twelve years I've held it all together
but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart
I played it quiet left you deep in conversation
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen
I remember I kept thinking
that I know you never would
And now I know I want to kill you
like only a best friend could

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to...

As if it happening wasn't enough
I got to go and write a song
just to remind myself how bad it sucked
Ignore the sun, covers over my head
Wrote a message on my pillow that says
"Jesse, stay asleep in bed"
Don't apologize I hope you choke and die!
Search your shelf for something which to hang yourself
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to Hell!

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to...
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to...

So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield

Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say "best friends" means friends forever

Is that what you call a getaway?!!
Tell me what you got away with!!
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish!!
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids!!
Have another drink and drive yourself home!!
I hope there's ice on all the roads!!
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
then when your head goes through the windshield!!

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to...
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to...

drama drama drama.

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 08:13:15 GMT

it's like this shit lurks in the bushes waiting for me to walk by. when people break up, you are broken up. who cares who he dates or who you date? the kid is a fucking loser. he doesn't go to school, he has no plans to attend school, and his future is headed nowhere. get over this fucking guy and get over this depression bullshit, i don't like hanging out with you anymore because every time we do you bring me down. ew.

Frosted Flakes are more that good, they're G-G-G-Great!

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 09:27:35 GMT

III

tally.

Bros before hoes.

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 22:48:32 GMT

I know what to say.
fuck off.

Best Friends.

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:47:29 GMT

II.

I am keeping track.

Thanks for reminding me to have no trust in people.

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 20:29:23 GMT

it's really hard to say no to you, but after this i think i am done.